the anguish of love without being loved

the anguish of love and not trying to be loved I'll forget her trying to follow en front but it seems impossible to forget it inevitably suffer. sometimes I think I will ever have her by my side sometimes I think that one day I'm going to marry her. is this glimmer of hope that makes me go forward en is the hope of one day stand beside whom I love so much but until that happens I will not suffer tentandi which is impossible because only away from her I'll be truly happy when this happens when I'm living next to her with her ​​living a truly happy with who I love and I'll never stop loving my one true pure and eternal love