reflection on the current state of my love life

I think I'm a dead weight burden delay of life for the love of my life jehniffer wish I could be the man she always dreamed would be able to make her happy would never really want to fight with her to marry her children with her in form a family with her it will be too much to ask? think maybe I can not make her happy she is still struggling with who knows her only hindrance would be better to leave her free to be happy with someone better than I do this so easy flawed jealous ugly clumsy syrupy impulsive do not think before they act not I very much in any one church is better than I what I really want is for her to be happy but I think it will not be at my side because I think I'm not the man she always dreamed Tues aao to her side if I had to choose between standing next to her and her happiness choose her happiness for me is the more important it is to be happy